Wednesday, May 30, 2018

End of May Check-In

I think one way I am going to try to keep myself disciplined about both skating and blogging is to make a new rule that I have to write at least two posts a month — one forward-looking into my goals and hopes for the coming month and one retrospective at the end of the month to see how I did.  Since it’s the end of the month, I’m switching things up and starting this exercise with a retrospective for the end of the month.  I like lists, so I think that is the way I will organize things at least for this one.
1.  High and low: for this month, they came within ten minutes of each other.  I passed my Fiesta Tango ice dance test about 5 minutes after I failed my Swing Dance ice dance test.

2.  Where I put my energy this month: this is a frustrating month for skaters in my skating circle, because our go-to risk closed down at the beginning of May and won’t reopen till mid-June.  There are other area rinks but they don’t have ice time that is as plentiful or as convenient.  So, I’ve also tried to use the month to start to get back on track with a little bit of running (three times a week at a painfully slow pace) and hiking (once a week for the last couple of weeks).

In terms of skating, for ice dance, there is obviously the Swing Dance to still conquer and particularly my back edges (swing rolls and chasses) to be improved. My coach Russ is letting me dip my toes on the next two dances, the Willow Waltz (which I think looks so pretty) and Ten Fox (which will require the learning of a new turn - the outside Mohawk).

For free skating and moves in the field, moves have pretty much been sidelined for the sake of free skating.  My first program, which performed for the very first time in March, has been upgraded by my coach Melody (more about that in my early June blog post), so that it now has two single jumps (waltz jump and salchow) and two single combinations (waltz jump-toe loop and salchow-toe loop) as well as three “hops” (my term) — mazurka, ballet jump and falling leaf. Getting it all in requires more speed, which is very tricky for me.

3.  Improvements and continuing frustrations: on the frustration category one word: spins!  I have SUCH a hard time with them. Although my jumps might only feel better to me, they are starting to come together better.  I think a huge key for me is learning to actually bend my skating knee in the approach to a jump, rather than scratching to an abrupt halt.  Tons of work to do, but progress. In ice dance, I think turns are starting to improve — Inside Mohawks are going pretty well, outside three turns getting a little less sluggish  and outside mohawks, which I had been terrified to even try, seem within reach if I keep practicing.

Since the goal of this post is just to set a marker for where I am at the end of May, I think this is a good stopping point.  The next will cover what’s coming up, and what i hope to work on (and improve) for the month of June.

Saturday, May 5, 2018

Win Some. Lose Some, Keep Going

Something I learned in graduate school is that the most interesting people I’ve encountered in life are usually not the ones who race efficiently from Point A to Point B with no stops or detours.  So, I will try to think of today as an opportunity to become a more interesting skater, since today was my first Official Testing Fail.  One of my big goals for this year was to pass all my Pre-Bronze ice dance tests.  I had already done the first (easiest) one, the Cha Cha in fall 2017.  Today was the big day when I would test the other two — the Swing Dance and the Fiesta Tango.  The good news is that I passed the Fiesta Tango; the bad news is that the Swing Dance and I have some more ground to cover together.

It’s a little ironic because the dance that I passed is the one that intimidated me more.  It has a quick Mohawk turn going into the end pattern that I’ve been working on for months, among other tricky elements.  Today, though, the thing that got me more than anything else was nerves, and it really showed in my first dance, when I didn’t keep time well with my partner (my ever-patient coach Russ), and generally skated the whole pattern in a way that the judges accurately referred to as “sluggish”. 

There’s a Buddhist bit of wisdom that can be reasonably paraphrased to the effect that life’s lessons keep showing up till we learn them.  So for today,  I’ll post the video of the one that came together for me here: 



And here’s the one that will help me become a better person (and better skater) as I work on the lessons of gratitude for challenges — along with better timing and backward swing rolls:


Not what I’d hoped to be recording today, but my goal for this blog is to record it all — the good and the bad, in the hopes of capturing what it’s like to try to improve on a skill taken up later in life. Hopefully this post will help me remember that what doesn’t feel good at the time might make me improve in the long run.